yeah i have summer seasonal depression and i really hate it. def do not recommend. the bed is kinda my enemy at the moment since it's so hot. maybe i should invest in an AC? idk ugh it's so heavy. i'll see lol. tbh i don't even know what I'm typing here at the moment. but yeah this week wasn't as bad as my previous depressive episode. i think here i was just slightly anxious. i just get nervous to go out by myself sometimes coz i'll get too caught up in how i'm being perceived that i just start sweating and just want to go straight home. but the gym has been my safe place lately. but yeah this vlog was so funny since i started getting into the habit of just pulling out my v10 camera to talk whenever. sometimes i forget the camera is even there lmaoooooo. some shots are literally so unflattering but soooo funny lol.

anyways i hope you guys enjoyed the vlog and i'll see you guys next week!

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