When my husband cheated on me and left. I tell this story in the context of watching and reviewing the movie, HOME BEFORE DARK. I am 64 and share my life. I talk about how sometimes loving " too much" can become an obsession, where we lose ourselves to please the object of our affection. " I am nothing without him"...one of the first warning signs that you are losing your own identity, giving in to the pressure of turning into the person they want you to be. I share intimate details of the life I shared with my first husband John in hopes it might help others.

The actor seen in the movie is again Austin...I think he did a wonderful job playing the part of a man so desperately in love. He is so much fun to work with and helps me bring to life the movie I pick to review. I am not allowed to use movie clips so I try to reenact the vibe and sentiment of the scenes in the movie.

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and the rest fo the story of what happened to my exhusband and Kathy :)
John lived with Kathy for a year.....she left him because he didn't make enough money....he felt terrible for years for what he did...he wrote me letters saying how sorry he was for 30 some years....he never remarried after me and he never had another child.He moved to Nashville 15 years ago away from our son and grandchildren...although he does visit them for 2 week once a year.
Thank you so much for your love and prayers for Bill. Thank you also for all the love you put into lifting those who come here to this channel. I can't tell you how grateful I am to be able to upload a video every week and then hear your responses and know about your lives.
Much love always and always from me and Desi,
Susan xxoo
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