Hi guys this is a longer video that goes over some thoughts I've been meaning to elucidate for a while. I'm not sure if this topic is relatable for most, but I just wanted to be completely honest and share my thoughts and experience on this subject of notreallyfeelinglikeyou'reliving, and how that feeling has disappeared for the most part in my life now. This video is just meant to give hope to those who are struggling with the same thing!

Timestamps:
0:00 Intro
1:20 childhood simplicity
2:08 my story
3:58 tunnel analogy
6:15 being meta about living
7:10 attachment to a “dream life”
7:38 finding “sense” in things
12:42 lessons from my gap year
14:25 what changed this year
15:21 closing statements