“ 好希望你能知道 ”

來自Alexander Stewart赤裸、直接的告白
對於自己的存在感到懷疑、內疚 並希望有人能來救自己 ヽ(´Д`)
希望大家喜歡

" If you only knew "

A bold and straightforward confession from Alexander Stewart
He felt confused and guilty, hoping there's someone saving him
ヽ(´Д`)
Hope you guys enjoy it !

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   • Alexander Stewart  if you only knew ...  

I've been trying so hard to survive
我一直都很努力的生存著
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
有時我甚至想一了百了
I feel so fucking guilty cause god I'm so lucky to live my life
我抱著慚愧活著 因為我能僥倖過著現在的人生
So I keep all the pain to myself
所以我把痛苦都留在身邊贖罪
Losing faith but nobody can tell
沒有人知道我失去了所有信念
Mom, I don't want you worried cause that would just hurt me
媽 我不想讓妳擔心 因為這只會讓我更難過
So I pretend I'm fine
所以只是說著「我很好」

If you only knew
如果你能知道
What my mind is telling me I should do
我的內心在吶喊著什麼
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
今晚的我依舊獨自醉在空虛的房間
I'm too sad to cry, it's true
難過到哭不出來 原來真的會發生
If you only knew
如果你知道
All the shit my brain is putting me through
腦中的爛事不斷地折磨著我
You'd come running over straight to my room here tonight
你一定會立刻奔向我
I'm sorry but I need you
我真的很需要你
If you only knew
如果你能知道的話

I wish I was somebody else
我總是羨慕著別人
I'm constantly overwhelmed
不斷地被負面情緒吞噬著
Now I'm falling again getting drunk with some friends
我又再次殞落 和朋友爛醉在絕望的深淵
It's a silent cry for help
無聲地嘶吼著「救救我吧」

I wanna get better, I want you to know
我想要擺脫 我想要你知道
That I can't do this on my own
我需要你的幫助啊

If you only knew
如果你能知道
What my mind is telling me I should do
我的內心在吶喊著什麼
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
今晚的我依舊獨自醉在空虛的房間
I'm too sad to cry, it's true
難過到哭不出來 原來真的會發生
If you only knew
如果你知道
All the shit my brain is putting me through
腦中的爛事不斷地折磨著我
You'd come running over straight to my room here tonight
你一定會立刻奔向我
I'm sorry but I need you
我真的很需要你

Take me out of this hell
帶我逃離這地獄吧
Oh, somebody help
誰來幫幫我啊
Take me out of this hell
帶我離開這煎熬的地方
Oh, I'm not myself
告訴我 我不孤單

I wanna tell you
我想要告訴你
What my mind is telling me I should do
我的內心在吶喊著什麼
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
今晚的我依舊獨自醉在空虛的房間
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
我好想在你面前放聲大哭
If you only knew
好希望你能知道


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