Not one of my best, had a sore throat blah blah blah excuses excuses

Lyrics:
the souvenirs you left on my skin
behind my door your eyes burn bright
who you become when no one's watching
'will you stay the night?'

in a perfect world we'd have forever
but we only had this time
we would never kiss hello
but we'd always kiss goodbye

but it isn't hell if you like how it burns
the touch of his skin, oh I'll never learn
lessons he teaches with lips soft as his
how I surrendered after just one kiss

your smiles still lingers in my mind
the ghost of your hands grip my waist
oh I'm in love with the idea of us in a world you don't want
flowers grow where you laid

but it isn't hell if you like how it burns
the touch of his skin, oh I'll never learn
lessons he teaches with lips soft as his
how I surrendered after just one kiss

am I afraid to fall in love?
or am I afraid to be the only one that falls?
darling you're not the only one here who's bearing heart and soul

it's taking a toll