EVERYTHING NOW is an amazing show about a girl who is struggling, I thought this song would fit


Lyrics:
Baby
I'm spinning 'round the corner
It's tasting kind of lonely
And my mind wants to control me

Ahahahempty
There's rotten things left in me
Injected by society
No one here but me to judge me

Pipe down with the noise, I cannot bear my sorrow
I hate who I was before
I fear I won't live to see the day tomorrow
Someone tell me if this is Hell

I gotta escape that void
There is no other choice, yeah
Tryna turn down the voices
The void ate me

Look at the mess I've done
There is nowhere to run, yeah
Holding a loaded gun
The void

Like a priest behind confession walls, I judge myself
Kneeling on a metal grater
Bloody, like a body that has died, and it's myself
Tangled in my own intestines

I gotta escape that void
There is no other choice, yeah
Got to escape the void

So strange
I'm trying to find a doorway
My eyes are staring at me
And they seem so damn unhappy

Ccccollect
My fickle insecurities
And turn them into beauty
Alchemize the dark within me

Pipe down with the noise, I cannot bear my sorrow
I hate who I was before
I fear I won't live to see the day tomorrow
Someone tell me if this is Hell

I gotta escape that void
There is no other choice, yeah
Tryna turn down the voices
The void ate me

Look at the mess I've done
There is nowhere to run, yeah
Holding a loaded gun
The void

Like a priest behind confession walls, I judge myself
Kneeling on a metal grater
Bloody, like a body that has died and it's myself
Tangled in my own intestines

I gotta escape that void
There is no other choice, yeah
Tryna turn down the voices
The void ate me

Look at the mess I've done
There is nowhere to run, yeah
Holding a loaded gun
The void


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