An eating disorder puts your life on hold. I hope this video can help you learn from my mistakes.

DISCLAIMER!
This video contains extremely sensitive topics such as weight loss, calories, restriction, etc. However, there is NO MENTION OF NUMBERS regarding weight or calories. This video may or may not be for you! Either way, it's ok!

This video is not for comparison. Do not allow any of my experiences to make you feel invalid or like you do not deserve recovery. You always are valid and deserve recovery if you've been struggling with an eating disorder or your mental health in general.

All opinions in this video are my own. I am not a professional and I do not know your story. You may take different actions than me, regarding your recovery, and that is perfectly normal.

Chapters

00:00 Introduction
01:08 They will like me when I am skinny!
01:52 What I wish I could have told my younger self
03:04 My "healthy" streak
04:19 Tiktok taught me how to restrict
07:13 My eating disorder became exposed
09:54 Forced Recovery/Therapy
12:32 1st Relapse
13:44 2nd forced recovery
14:13 My parents found out I was lying about my weight
14:40 Secrets ruined me
15:55 My punishments
20:49 The day of the revolution
21:47 Where I am now
24:43 2 disclaimers!
25:46 Thanks!

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