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Today I am chatting all things mental health because I had probably one of my worst panic attacks a week ago and at first I felt embarrassed that something so small could trigger it, but then I realized 1. so many experience similar things and 2. I should finally talk about it on here. My main issue has been my phobia of throwing up, which surprisingly affects almost every aspect of my life and anytime I have mentioned it so many of you say you experience the same thing so even though I'm still dealing with it, I figured we could all come together and lift each other up!

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00:00 intro
00:08 trigger warning/disclaimer
00:25 intro/what my phobia is
03:35 the backstory of my phobia
13:11 when I thought I overcame my phobia
14:19 getting on antidepressants for depression
16:30 why I got off my antidepressants
18:00 my phobia/anxiety/panic attacks right now
22:35 outro/mental health chat

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