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Beat by the amazing Kevin Peterson
[Lyrics]
[Verse 1: Gremlin]
I remember that my mom was in distress
and sick from stress/
She was stuck on drugs,
she picked up meth/
and told me not to worry,
with cigarette in her breath/
but I couldn't watch her kill herself,
so I took my shit and left/
and I moved to grandmas crib,
just a kid who didn't want to feel depressed/
but momma I was still a mess,
and you were still missed to death/
but I couldn't see my mom like that,
I hang up she'd call right back/
everybody has their mom,
and god I just want mine back/
felt like it was all my fault,
felt like I did something wrong/
tell me how'd we fall apart?
I felt like our love was strong/
I just needed to escape,
so id write another song/
and when that dealer tried to kill ya
man I cried so fuckin long/
what a life it was,
long nights with fights and drugs/
everybody wanted to find a buzz,
I was tryna find the love/
to find the lights a must
I know it still resides in you/
till then I ride the bus
and close my eyes and cry for you
[Hook: Gremlin] x2
Even though we had a lot of pain/
even though we felt a lot of rain/
mom it made us who we are today/
I don't regret a thing, thank you for everything/
[Verse 2: Gremlin]
but now its over,
cause now you're sober/
and I'm so proud of you mom
cause you came out a soldier/
we didn't understand
but god he knew ya plan/
he knew that it would make
you stronger and make me who I am/
and who I am is great
I create music and help who I can/
the people can relate
to the pain that turned me to a man/
I know gods work is never done
ready for whatever comes/
I just wanted my mom back
but now I got a better one/
know we had a lot of struggles
but thank you for every one/
cause they taught me how to
face all of my fears and never run/
so thank you for everything
swear I wouldn't change a thing/
cause if it wasn't for you
I probably wouldn't chase a dream/
probably would of given up
probably woulda backend down/
but I got you in my blood
so I always stand my ground/
how you taught me to
it made me stronger too/
just know that everything I do
mama is all for you/
[Hook: Gremlin]
Even though we had a lot of pain/
even though we felt a lot of rain/
mom it made us who we are today/
I don't regret a thing, thank you for everything/