I sing out my excuses

Music & Lyrics Kashii Moimi
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Kashi Moimi's 1st Album "Craving" is now available
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1. Katsuai (Craving)
2. Henshoku (Unbalanced Diet)
3. 0:00
4. Immorality
5. The Sweet Loop
6. Taida na Binetsu (Lazy Slight Fever)
7. Insanity Blue
8. Shuumatsu e Isogu (Hurry, to the end)
9. my crush
10. Kimi o Tsuranuite (Piercing You)
11. Kyourai (Coming and Going)

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Lyrics

The melancholic summer, my dropped gaze
I started to not feel emotions from even pity anymore
I’ve become more idle, my thoughts are spinning
My tasks just keep accumulating
The days when my expressions were gloomy,
I looked like as if I’m already dead
I hid this heart of mine that had become bleak
Pretending to be satisfied once more

I can’t draw my ideals to begin with,
That’s why I lost sight of the path to follow
Long ago I became a dropout from the elite course
The nature of giving a broad smile naturally
Even if I suffer from a pang of conscience
I could throw the dice, but it’s already too late
Going against the current trend, I behave strangely
In this helpless moratorium

As if I’m alive, it’s alright to ostracize me
(The drunkenness I got from pleasure is temporary, now you won’t even give me comfort)
Even taboo shall become right in this world that has come to an end
(This living hell is just like paradise, I inhale the worthless oxygen)
I sing out my excuses

After several hesitations,
deviance, that’s right, life’s starting point
“I hate this already! don’t expect anything!”
Tunnel vision? it's none of your business
“Shut up.”
I’ve risen up from my predicament
Everything, everything is my own fault
Just like an antlion, I can’t protect even a single value of mine
I want to end this already

Any time now, I want to embrace hope
But the devil’s teeth are still stabbing me
This is quite bad, it’s dark, this life is painful
Living as a failure as always
Even though they say “slow but steady wins the race”,
that theory has such meager probability
The unchanging days, not wanting to part, I hold you tight
this is the helpless moratorium

What goes around comes around, my stubbornness curses me
in this moratorium, even someone's words too won’t resound, ah...

As if I want to go on living, it’s alright to laugh
(I’m burying my beautiful past, wielding an impracticable theory in my hand)
Even taboo shall become right in this world that has come to an end
(This living hell is just like paradise, I inhale the worthless oxygen)
I sing out my excuses