In this vlog, I talk about what’s wrong with me this past month and what’s been going on with me. I’ve been struggling with my mental health lately, and that’s why I haven’t been uploading regularly as I usually do. Particularly, I’ve been dealing with an acute episode of depression that has made it difficult to do anything at all.

I’ve struggled to do things as simple as go outside. The thought of doing anything positive or anything that would make me happy has seemed extremely arduous. Depression is strange. I know I’m sad, I know I’m depressed, but I still find it difficult to do the things that I know would make me happy.

I just want to express my gratitude and thanks to all of you viewers and subscribers who continue to support me and my channel. Your words of encouragement and your inquiries as to my well being are very sweet and much appreciated as well. I hope you all know that I truly care about you and the community I’m building with this channel.

I am doing my best to get back to the things that do make me happy: making videos, exercising, learning and speaking Vietnamese, seeing friends, speaking to my family, etc.

I hope that anyone else who is struggling with health or mental health issues can get the help they need and recover.

I hope this video reaches you all well. I hope that if nothing else it is a friendly update as to what’s been going on, what’s wrong with me, and hopefully it is a catalyst of some sorts into getting back into being creative and doing the things I enjoy. Thank you all again very much.

I filmed this personal update vlog in District 1, Saigon, Vietnam, in Co Giang Ward.

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