As a pioneer and elder's wife, I saw some weird stuff in the Watchtower organization. Though I couldn't possibly share it all in a single Ex JW video, I do include a few things here, most notably how the elders contributed to my waking up.

It was a long road, but in the end, they were the ones to push me over when I was still somewhat on the fence.

Waking up is one of the most traumatic things that can happen to us...and it can even be a point of convergence for multiple traumas.

But now that that I've had a few years to move on, I feel like I can come at it from a different angle.

That said...it isn't easy talking in front of a camera about all this.

But that's okay...I just hope that someone can find comfort in knowing that they are not alone.